Because there isn't anything else I can do. Life still goes on, & however much it hurts, my heart still aches&beats, just like how I remembered yours did.

So later when I wake up I am going to be happy & smile because it's a brand new day, I am not going to cry or mourn or pull a long face because it's making everybody unhappy too.

Even if nobody else is making me strong, I will be strong for myself, & for everyone else.

I hope you'll help me somehow from up there, just by being happy.